Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Folding to unfold


I finally found a job. It is part time but it is still a job. I am gainfully employed at J. Crew at South Coast Plaza. If you have never been there, South Coast is a world-renowned shoppers destination.  Every designer worth knowing has a boutique here and I get the lovely privilege of assisting the same demanding group of customers.
So far the job is OK. It doesn't pay enough to live on but until I find something else I at least have somewhere to go and have started making money instead of just spending it.
While at work I fold clothes. So far that is all I have done. When you work in retail you also have to "board fold" the items so that everything is perfect and beautiful.  When I was folding today I was kind of spacing out and thinking about the things that we all do on a daily basis that will only be undone.  Take for example making the bed. When you make the bed, you know that within 12 hours or so you will be undoing the work that you just did.  The same goes with washing dishes, cleaning bathrooms, filling your gas tank.
These are all things in life that we can begin to detest, or we can step back and see them as the things and moments that make up our days and more importantly our attitudes.  I could sit there and say that I hate folding and that it is a waste of my time and have a negative outlook over the whole thing, or I could suck it up, be thankful for the lesson in patience and realize that I can spend all the time while I fold, to think, to pray and to plan.
God wants a relationship with me that can be fluid, conversational and a fundamental element of my daily routine.  He also wants me to be able to say, " Hey, I have a few minutes, want to talk?"
So there is no reason to stress because as I fold, He can unfold something brand new in front of me.

4 comments:

oohgravity said...

hey its sabrina. im glad you got the job. good thinking, i could use a lesson in patience.

Bev said...

WoW! What an inspiration you are.

I just love the way you have captured that notion and truth that we are Jesus' hands and feet where ever He
has placed us.

Be Blessed!

Bev

Bev said...

Hi Lauren-

You don't know me... but my brother, Gerry Friesen,
who is now on a trip to El Salvador sent me your blog. You are an amazingly caring young woman!

I just want to tell you how very blessed I was to read about your tender kindness (just like Mother Teresa!) to the little sick girl, and I was joyful to observe all the tremendous ways that God is using you to be the hands of Jesus where ever you are.

I really love that you can see God's presence
in your folding clothes with your new job at J. Crew.
With your wide open attitude of love and service,
I know that God will clearly lead you to and through each amazing step of your adventurous journey...
no matter where that might be.

Be blessed and overflowing with joy as you serve the ONLY One who matters.

With love,

Bev

Matt K 'The Bear' said...

"So there is no reason to stress because as I fold, He can unfold something brand new in front of me."

That's what i'm talking about - this is a classic example of the good shit one can stumble upon while reading blogs... =)